Jojo’s Blog

promos over. results revealed. wat more can we do?

ytd wuz a tiring day, n nite for me.

i woke up like around 7 sth…okok sry rj i wuz late.

we ran round barker 2 times. swt quite a lot n it wuz fun =)

after tht i took a long long shower…..n i tot life can b so simple. juz swt it all out…haha

after tht i went to braddell then toa payoh

ate soya ice cream…i think i looked like a kid licking some ice cream n loooking spastically happy=) but i dun care bout my image then

it wuz fun…n then we took 2 buses back…

after lunch i slept for 2 hours…i wuz already very tired after the many morning activities…. when i woke up (thx to Mark who called to ask wat time to meet at nite) i dragged myself out of bed n changed my sheets…

i cleaned the room a lil since the room wuz in a mess during exams period..

hollibear n hippo looking happy on the new sheets

quickly changed n went to bugis… will go to the market thingy nxt time tho

lena bought a lot of stuff this time..i cant find anything i wan

we had great nice dinner at pastamania! at last i get to eat there

last time chaw insisted to eat at the US restaurant nxt door n it sucks..haha

lena rj n i

the guys decided to b funny =p

the 3 jokers

close up

me!

after tht we went around shopping =) bought donuts n drinks

then we headed to clarke quay…

its beautiful..nice place to come wit a big group of frens or to emo …

wat else can i say…let me juz spam pics

candid

i dunno wat to say...

hanging out =)

us at clarke quay

wish all nanyang ppl all the best in results

hope we can all go out tgt again =)

*random things happen, they are blessings in disguise*

aj is so special. they like to giv u SURPRISES ONE SHOT to make sure u get a serious CARDIAC ATTACK tht is absolutely FATAL.

results muz b given all in one go.

all J1s seated in the hall n tutors come in subject by subject to return us tht long-anticipated papers…wat a pleasant gathering…

like all cases there will b smiles or tears.

how weird to see the toughest gal let out tears of joy

how saddening to see some who r in danger

how helpless to not be able to help them

how disappointing if i might lose frens

overall i am OK wit my results. not overwhelmed or anything.

diff ppl hav diff expectations n goals for ourselves. i tot i am close to my aim. yet now i see i am far. far from H3…

i dunno if u expressed your concern becuz u cared or wuz i juz merely another contact in which u forwarded ur msg.

but i am still contented n happy. thx =)

adhocs oso announced today

good year working ahead.

你心里的地位

我排在第几位？

小心怎么防备？

我不想成为你的后备

你眼里的疲惫

我要怎么意会

快乐变得虚伪

我不想成为你的负累

可是这一切你不会懂

我真的怀疑你是否还爱我

但你不会发现

因为你不在爱我

promos over i din feel real great or anything.

mayb i juz dun feel confident to pass my physics

sandcastle building will b fun!

the centrepiece wuz nice…

go cougar! i am gonna concentrate on hse stuff now =)

last nite we celebrated mooncake festival

i cant help it but think back….i shud not be indulged in the past i noe….

but memories are stuck in my head 4eva……..last year this moment i wuz still having so much fun wit u guys….i rmb the crazy things we do

however happy n fun sometimes here can be

i still miss the past, i miss those ppl tht are so important to me

those ppl who are not by my side now….

i am scared of losing everything…

these few days i am very ill…this is the first time i am so sick here in Spore

n i went to the doc twice

i dun lik goin to the doc, mayb its a habit

i dun feel comfortable. feeling sick sucks.

n during the most painful n unbearable moments these days

i tot thru a lot of things…

i listened to my favourite songs tht i use to luv last time. i am searching for myself in the past? how wuz i like b4 this? how n wat i am now?

i am still searching…

i realize tht ppl who really care 4 u r those who do so without telling u tht they luv u, but u feel it

they are those who wuz there during the hardest moments in your life

by your side

this is true friendship

but u forgot it all.

friends are forever, are they?

memories stay,dont they?

pain will go away, sometime? soon?

promises are to keep, i thought.

why am i in tears?

why do i care?

i realize tht ppl may not accept who i am

but i dun care

i am who i am

i am stubborn. straightforward. emotional. unpredictable.

i am crazy

sorry for being who i am.

my nose hurts

its so irritating

i cant stop sneezing

my nose is running

my head is throbbing

n guess wat. promos is lik a week away

n i am not ready.

i dun wanna be thrown back.

everything’s not goin the way it shud b. n its getting on my nerves.

i need a break. n i dun mean the short revision weekend but a long wan.

i need to breathe…..

i juz realized. i watched 6 movies this 2 weeks. like s-i-x……..
i watched transformers  and eragon at last, 300, 200 pounds beauty, ps i love you, and a walk to remember.
wow. so much in 2 weeks. i juz wanted to relax but end up yea
movie marathon.
some of the movies r nice. amazingly
wuznt expecting much from romances

a lot of things happened
n i alwiz wanted to post them all up here
but juz cant find time n erm hesitating too

my sore throaaaaaattttttt is quite bad but i cant stop eating stuff tht harms it more
really cant help it. unintentionally.

i juz realize how he thinks of me
i respected him, cared for him n juz tot i could be tht fren who can b there to listen
not in the special way…but yea juz good frens kind
he din say it out explicitly, i found out from someone else… which hurts even more’
i am sorry.
i am not appreciated, or shud i say i alwiz tried too hard
sometimes retreating to the back n looking at the general picture will help i guess
so i am moving back, into the shadows.
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终于作了这个决定

别人怎么说我不理

只要你也一样的肯定

我愿意天涯海角都随你去

我知道一切不容易

我的心一直温习说服自己

最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气

来面对流言蜚语

只要你一个眼神肯定

我的爱就有意义

我们都需要勇气

去相信会在一起

人潮拥挤我能感觉你

放在我手心里

你的真心

如果我的坚强任性

会不小心伤害了你

你能不能温柔提醒

我虽然心太急

更害怕错过你

i think i posted this song here b4
but yea… wenjie juz hav to play it when its juz not the day.
i noe i am stubborn
i noe i am too tough sometimes
i dun mean to hurt anybody
i guess its too late
somethings juz aint the same anymore
somedays juz dun feel right.
i dun feel lik smiling.
dun force me to.

cold. bitter. sour. sweet.

yes. its complicated.
every1 knows that life is complicated. its impossible to master it. yet still drives to find out more, as much as they can.
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went to stayover at pao’s place =)
visited the 2 idiots at ntu
their room is like totally in a mess
n they blame it on the last min notice…
dunno why i end up helping them bring in their laundry
i juz realize the importance for guys to help out in hsework
if not they will b totally lost when they shift out to stay nxt time
n uni hall life is like guy gal mix! so cool! lucky oldham separates the guys n gals
cant imagine walking out of the bathroom seeing some guy in their underwear or sth
had dinner wit mr how since the idiot hav to rush back
anywayz had fun chatting wit them
at last they hav to struggle to keep up wit studies
wish u guys all the best in uni
visit u all nxt time but pls pack up! =p

i dun really watch korean movies
but my roomie totally lik sweet talked me to watch it
"il mare" which means the sea in italian
not too bad
korean movies hav quality
interesting storyline(i think some eng movie copied the idea)
n touching acting
pretty gal n cute guy completed the package

our story wun b anywhere close to tht.
i dun noe when i will hav the courage. to say sarang hae.

i suddenly feel tht i am not doin enuf
we hav oni 1 go in this
why make ourselves regret?
i hav experienced too many disappointing moments
opportunities not worth losing
i wan to giv in my best
i noe i can do better!
go crazy.
go wild.
do something unusual.
after all its juz once in a lifetime.

been like so long since i updated. i think.
i juz feel lik i hav so much to say, to tell, to share about myself n my life.
so little time.
last sat went bunk over jasmine’s hse… at hougang….. which is lik the other end of Singapore
we gals(4 of us) had a great time…. we ate mangosteens(i lik!) watched some retarded movie n played wit her dogs then we wore PJs n snapped pics…. yea!(spastic wans)
we totally went crazy. lol.
it has been quite some time (8 months) since i stayed out of this place (my little room packed wit all my stuff n tht table 4 me to study)
n i enjoyed myself =) then went to disturb wormy n his pw group cuz i need to waste time =p
after tht i am so smart to actually take a bus all the way to pasir ris to meet my cousin! (i hate stalkers!)
she brought me shopping 4 groceries
i bought quite some stuff (erm 2 bags to b exact) yup..
after tht went to her hse to meet da kids! i miss them so so so much! =)
we cooked lunch n dinner cuz she wuz scared tht i am underfed here (which is NOT the case since i gained weight) =(
i  miss tht homely feeling…
anywayz i enjoyed my last weekend so much i din touch my skoolwork at all
then i realize my whole week is packed…….
i go back late everyday! due to lessons, rehearseals, dance practices, n meetings!
not tht bad yet tho……
n i wun complain! since i took up this challenge =)
25th will b invested nxt wed…. then our journey officially begins…
hope we maintain the good working relationship
n most importantly hope we enjoy ourself  n learn throughtout our term of office
i will try my best not to change… i noe its difficult but i wanna keep this passion n this attitude when dealing wit ppl
it hurts when someone tell u tht ur words are too harsh especially when u realize u r trying to hard but others juz dun recognize ur efforts
i dunno … every1 have diff aims n targets
how do i get a consensus on wat to do?
life’s tough but life goes on so i gotta cope
oh n i went to nanyang last nite
the place is nice n the ppl r friendly =)
this sat is asean dance
basically its juz some event at nite held at fullerton this year
not interested to go at all
but its compulsory…yea
so i need to go snap some pics at fullerton( i lik e place) n head back
i need to:
-decide wat to wear this sat
-try to catch up wit skoolwork
-get more sleep
-smile more
-relax
-go for motivator thingy
-meet up wit aunty
-start on Written Report
-watch 10 promises to my dog
sleepy now
gonna catch some sleep
nites