Jojo’s Blog

last nite we celebrated mooncake festival

i cant help it but think back….i shud not be indulged in the past i noe….

but memories are stuck in my head 4eva……..last year this moment i wuz still having so much fun wit u guys….i rmb the crazy things we do

however happy n fun sometimes here can be

i still miss the past, i miss those ppl tht are so important to me

those ppl who are not by my side now….

i am scared of losing everything…

these few days i am very ill…this is the first time i am so sick here in Spore

n i went to the doc twice

i dun lik goin to the doc, mayb its a habit

i dun feel comfortable. feeling sick sucks.

n during the most painful n unbearable moments these days

i tot thru a lot of things…

i listened to my favourite songs tht i use to luv last time. i am searching for myself in the past? how wuz i like b4 this? how n wat i am now?

i am still searching…

i realize tht ppl who really care 4 u r those who do so without telling u tht they luv u, but u feel it

they are those who wuz there during the hardest moments in your life

by your side

this is true friendship

but u forgot it all.

friends are forever, are they?

memories stay,dont they?

pain will go away, sometime? soon?

promises are to keep, i thought.

why am i in tears?

why do i care?

i realize tht ppl may not accept who i am

but i dun care

i am who i am

i am stubborn. straightforward. emotional. unpredictable.

i am crazy

sorry for being who i am.