Jojo’s Blog

i mean in this blog yea.

i am shifting! from oldham hall to parry hall

from here to blogspot!

thx to all who visits here even sometimes

shows how much u care bout me

i appreciate tht

luv u all

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see ya there

blue christmas

hug huggy

had fun over the weekend with all the doggies =)

ooops n i haven really packed much

or mayb i did but my room still seems packed with stuff

juz a week more….i gonna go home!

there is where i can b myself, truly myself ahhaha

i miss all of the people back there n i gonna spend lots n lots of time with u all…..

8th of dec not too long rite?

but yea…still got work to bring home

swtzzz

proposals, designs, proposals…..juz cant finish the work

yea n i am still blogging n watching movies now

great.

i took a break this weekend. as in a real break. not the kind where i juz go out watch a movie hav dinner and hang out. i went over to stay at my cousin’s place haha. i bet i wuz UNCONTACTABLE. yea i left my phone in my bag throughout the day.

after the meeting over lunch in novena, i rushed to my cousin’s place. she picked me up at the station. i missed the dogs so much =) they are soo cute n frenly. as usual they pounced on me n licked my face lik crazy.( they r so strong i cant move) i played wit the dogs n had lots of fun. we played catching balls in the garden, tennis balls to b precise.

after tht i helped my cousin prepare dinner. omg. dinner wuz so nice…. she cooked so much food she thinks oldham starves me. =) all my fav dishes. even my fav dessert. Red Ruby! i din bother to explain tht they actually dun starve me. they serve sucky food anyway.

i feel so at home everytime i go there. i feel lik i am pampered, loved and lik i am back to family again. we go shopping for groceries, play wit the dogs, set up the christmas tree(it is taller than me), teach me how to cook my fav dishes, eat all the way, watch dramas til late nite. no rules there. my cousin is cool. she is lik my sister, my guardian, my everything. i do wtv i lik. i luv dogs, i luv food, i luv dramas, wat more can i ask?

but i am back in my room blogging. back to reality.

so i alwiz tot i am so blessed to hav a fren lik this who cares for me

who listens to my rumblings

who treats me lik family

who truly understands me

who i will willingly pour out my secrets

who will be on my side even tho every1 else is against me

n so i tot

i realize its me being so simple minded again

another of my high hopes

i wish i din hav to see the other side of u

it sucks

n i hate it

how i wish i can juz erase those memories

but i cant

i will miss pw.

not.

my op ended today. n tht means pw too.

after 20+ minutes in 1322 sorting my group’s file, i realize tht our group’s whole year’s work is only accessed thru those 3 miserable documents n our wr. how pathetic.

altho i can wave bye bye to pw, sc work starts to flood in. great…=)

i am crazy, cuz i lik all the stuff i am doing now. really. til now la.

hahaha…going to stay at my cuz’s place tmr nite…miss the doggies n good food!

jiayou orientation adhoc n hse capts!

Ohh, how about a round of applause
Yeah, standin’ ovation
Oooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standin’ outside my house
Tryin’ to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

And don’t tell me you’re sorry ’cause you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertainin’
But it’s over now (but it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
Ohhh…

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (ohh)

And don’t tell me you’re sorry ’cause you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertainin’
But it’s over now (but it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Ohh, and the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be faithful to me
Let’s hear your speech out

How about a round of applause
A standin’ ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertainin’
But it’s over now (but it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

But it’s over now…

after our promos we went on our little adventure/expedition/outing

haha i dunno wat to call it

we went to fort canning park

a nice place…historical n quiet…great place to explore to experience history or to emo

scenery not bad too

we took many pics n did a lot of crazy stuff…

interesting sculpture

secret gateway

at the secret gateway leading to the tunnel…

next we start climbing the narrow passageway single file…

tunnel

seeing light

playful people!

i saw the cute pots n pans so i juz did tht…lol

deck of the tower

we explored the place n took pics around

i dunno why but i liked the place….i juz feel lik there r some secrets around or sth…it wuz fun

n the air wuz fresh n calm

i think its a nice place to organize ur thoughts or to think bout the past…

look around n i imagine how it wuz lik decades ago……..

i wonder wat happened…

anyway how i hoped rj went…. it wud b much more fun

she likes this kind of old old stuff too

rj feels sian n bored today…cheer up gal!

rj on the keyboard during our performance =)

cant wait til after op when i can fully concentrate on hse stuff

hse board…hse plans…proposals…orientation..banners..flags…trainings…full blast!

since i wuz a kid i nvr really celebrated halloween

i dunno how is it like in a halloween party…

curious, i noe i will hav a chance nxt time
anyway every year when i rmb its halloween i noe its my cousin’s bd..

my dear cousin, stephen. time flys.

i still rmb the days when i may be running naked around the house. i said (MAYBE-I wuz a kid then) he will probably be studying in his room…

he has been more than a cousin to me, he is lik my big bro

i bet he changed my diapers b4, i bet he told me bedtime stories…

he is a obedient and sincere son, an understanding cousin cum nanny, a loving husband n now a loving dad.

thx biaoge… u r  a great person so i wish u will be blessed wit all the good things in life..

anywayz! happy birthday to u… altho u wun b  reading this.=D

HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!

today wuz a boliao day…went skool for op in the morning…then drag til lunch wit my classmates

after lunch we juz walked around aimlessly

purely to waste time

really. haha i nvr lepaked so much in my life b4… we even went to FAIRPRICE!

but it wuz kinda fun…wit kenneth being siao siao today… n louis erm….doing sth….cute? lol

post tht pic in our class blog man…=)

after tht i headed to a secret dinner at chomp chomp

i enjoyed the dinner alright..more council bonding…=)

i think i forgot to blog about sentosa… tht wuz one of the best class outing…

me, jas, rong, neko

as usual ppl were late…i rmb i reached 1st wit yi cong….

gals on beach

we had mini picnic on the beach…=)

then we played frisbee! it wuz so fun! hahaaha…

then we were so sweaty n high we juz jumped into the sea!

crazy bunch of ppl..

we showered after tht i juz hang out a while more

frisbee!sweatless after our shower =)

before leaving sentosa

固执的我看透了一些东西。。。

决定要放开，已经没什么眷恋，只是想起从前，心里难免有点难过。。。真得要这么做吗？眼泪流下来了。。。

不明白为什么他们会这样。。。我很珍惜，可是别人却当作是垃圾，真得很可惜。。。别等到突然失去了才哭泣，后悔。。。算了，找些明白这些道理的朋友享受生活好了。。。别因此而闷闷不乐。。。

常常在想。。。如果你害怕或抗拒某样东西的话，应该不会靠近他，取悦他或接触他。。。除非你有自虐症，又或者别有企图，想达到某些目的。。。既然害 怕别人的流言蜚语，那就别勉强自己继续活在压力重重的世界里头，离开吧！放手吧！反正你在乎的不是我这个人，在乎的只是你自己和你的感受。。。可是，我们 认识了这么久，经历这么多的事情，那些酸甜苦辣的回忆。。。我没要求过什么，对吧？我没做错过什么，是不是？

你们是我最要好的朋友，可是却接二连三让我失望了。。。该说什么呢？我是笨蛋。。。我是该死的笨蛋。。。一再重复自己的悲剧。。。。

所以，我要清醒了！我要改变了！我要恢复以往的生活，情绪由自己掌控，确保自己活在快乐的世界里，就算是一个人也无所谓。。。反正我也习惯孤单的生活。。。寄情于工作吧。。。相信更好地会陆续蜂拥而来。。。期待啦！

好可惜。。。可是没有选择。。。

我的心声。。。

虽遥远但我感觉你很贴近。。。

你是我的声音

i am in the mid of a long weekend. it started on friday when i stayed back to clean up council room… then at nite we had great dinner at orchard walked around n shopped
woke up late on sat

such a nice day to begin with… not to mention some insults, irritations, not being appreciated n sooo ooooonnnnn…

too bad my laptop is not compatible to the projector. my fault. yea.

ironically some Singaporean ask me where did i buy my laptop?

tell u wat. in spore.

i shud not let some ppl’s brainless comments bother me. but i keep thinking throughout the day. ideas keep flowing in. i looked at the tree, the birds, the other ppl around me, on the bus in the mrt. it nearly spoiled my dinner. why shud i care bout some ppl who dun even realize tht i am bothered by wat they say?

it makes sense. i shudnt care. i hav other frens. i hav my family. at least those i wan to hav. altho they are far away, they are close to my heart.

n i wuz juz thinking… wat happen to gentlemen in the world?? i still rmb my sec life where guys then were younger but perhaps more considerate n sensitive. i rmb feeling comfortable n safe before. tht wuz some time ago perhaps.

i juz realize how much i missed scouts. scout life is one important part of my life. i miss the brotherhood. the hard work, where we alwiz helped each other out. the success, where we often rejoice together. then every1 was sincere. we cheered with our whole heart, we cried up all our tears. thx to all my scouting buddies i miss u guys. all of u.

73rd petaling

scouting memories

i wun forget the 5 years of scouting. these are memories,for a lifetime.

-once a scout, alwiz a scout-

there is a lot of things goin on now. i am worried of the council work load ahead. my studies. shifting hostel. piling work tht i am reluctant to start on.

but there is some light in the tunnel ahead. i cant wait 4 dec.home. its giving me the energy to persevere on.